When Can Bad News be Good News??

I have not posted about this before. But about a month ago I decided to get a classification as a Para Equestrian. Why? Well I know that at the end stage of Parkinson’s most people are in wheelchairs. I saw this and it worried me because I wondered how I would be able to ride a horse if that happens to me. Riding is what keeps me sane. I have also learned that 60 % of people diagnosed with Parkinson’s suffer from depression when they get this diagnosis. I have not and I believe and it is because I have been able to ride my horse . I sent off copies of three of the interviews I have done with Canadian riders who have declared for the Paris Olympics to someone I know at the canadian equestrian ngo: : Equestrian Canada. She replied and thanked me for the interviews and asked if I was going to the Dressage Festival in Ottawa that was coming up. I replied that I was not and told her about my diagnosis with Parkinson’s. She replied and asked me it I had considered getting classified as a para rider .She said they have lots of opportunities to ride and to compete. I saw this as a good idea and sent in an application, It turned out that they were having an assessment at the Ottawa Show. So I went to that. The assessment process was not what I had expected. Most the things I had to do involved co- ordination. and not balance or range of motion. My coach Lynsey Rowan came with me and she described to them my difficulty in getting on and off my horse an how she had to help me to dismount, . The people doing the assessment were very pleasant and it lasted about and hour. Then the next day we drove home. Ottawa is about 4.5 hours from where we live. My husband is a tireless driver . He now drives me to the barn for my lessons three days a week and also in between to see Biasini for a visit. I am so grateful for this. I waited for almost three weeks to get a response when I got it it was not the best news. I was not sufficiently disabled to be given a para grading . I was very disappointed. but then I reconsidered. This means that since my diagnosis last October I haven’t got a lot worse. So that is good news. Right? Well despite my disappointment I have to accept that this is true. This is a time when bad news is actually good news.

Lynsey Rowan giving me a lesson on Biasini while we were in Florida last winter.


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34 responses to “When Can Bad News be Good News??”

  1. Pepper Avatar

    Yes, that is good news. You are an inspiration, Anne.

    1. anne leueen Avatar

      Thank you Pepper

  2. Avery Avatar

    You have your head on strait! <3 Keep loving on B and he will keep you there.

    1. anne leueen Avatar

      Thank you Avery

  3. nesfelicio Avatar

    Keep riding, Anne! Your indomitable spirit is truly inspiring.

    1. anne leueen Avatar

      Thank you for this kind comment. I appreciate it very much.

  4. Michele Lee Avatar

    I’ve admired you and have learned from you since I first began reading your posts. My admiration and respect continue to expand. Thank you for keeping us updated on your journey as you courageously and steadfastly navigate life’s changes. 🌻

    1. anne leueen Avatar

      Thank you Michele so much for this kind comment.

      1. Michele Lee Avatar

        You’re welcome, Anne. Thank you.

  5. TimK Avatar
    TimK

    Leueen, what a great spirit! You continue to inspire : ). Thanks for sharing your story and insights.

    1. anne leueen Avatar

      You re most welcome Tim

  6. Emma Cownie Avatar

    Keep on riding! I guess it’s good news that the Parkinsons has not affected you, so you can be classified as para. It am pretty sure that it affects people in many different ways. Your husband is amazing, by the way.

    1. anne leueen Avatar

      He is amazing
      Thanks for commenting Emma

  7. Tranature - quiet moments in nature Avatar
    Tranature – quiet moments in nature

    I can understand how you feel Anne and it is good to know there are options in case your condition reaches the stage where you can get the grading. So it looks as if your condition is stable at the moment and that is wonderful news in itself. Wishing you, David, Biasini and June a blessed weekend and much love to you all 🤗💕🐴💕🐕 xxx

    1. anne leueen Avatar

      Thank you so much Xenia 💓

  8. Diana Avatar

    I think it’s great to have options. And I know riding and caring for Biasini is so beneficial and therapeutic and keeps you in your best condition. You are so inspiring!! ❤️ Give Biasini a carrot from Murphy and me! 🥕💞

    1. anne leueen Avatar

      I will give Biasini that carrot and I will tell him it came from you and Murphy

  9. Photos by Jez Avatar

    The longer you’re not classified, the better, in my book. There’s always a silver lining to be found 😃

    1. anne leueen Avatar

      Yes Jez there is

  10. ajeanneinthekitchen Avatar

    Keep your positive attitude. That will help you so much. Best of luck with everything. 🙂

    1. anne leueen Avatar

      Thank you Jeanne

      1. ajeanneinthekitchen Avatar

        You are very welcome. 🙂

  11. etikser Avatar

    I hope you can continue to ride for a long time.

    1. anne leueen Avatar

      So do I thank you for commenting

  12. J.W.S. Avatar

    Good on you for exploring your options.

  13. popsiclesociety Avatar

    Good news indeed! I’m glad you’re going strong! And wish you and Biasini lots of rides together!

  14. bushboy Avatar

    Perhaps at a later stage you may be able to get a classification, but I really hope not but do so you can compete. Conflicting emotions can be weird

    1. anne leueen Avatar

      I can understand how you feel. I feel the same way. The emotions are weird 😕

  15. Vicky Earle Avatar

    I love your positive attitude! And am pleased to hear you are doing so well. Happy riding!

    1. anne leueen Avatar

      Thank you Vicky

  16. Sharon L. Musgrove Avatar
    Sharon L. Musgrove

    I have a friend who was diagnosed with Parkinsons about 10 years ago. She continued riding for many years and then decided to pursue the brain implant treatment. She had the procedure done 2 months ago and has had an amazing response. She anticipates being back in the saddle very soon.

    If you were not aware if this procedure, you may want to see if you might be a candidate at some point in the future. It doesn’t sound like your Parkinsons has progressed to the level where my friend was when she had the procedure done.

    Hope you have many years of riding still ahead.

    1. anne leueen Avatar

      Thank you. I hope so too

  17. Judy Avatar

    Now you know this is an option in the future and what is expected.

    1. anne leueen Avatar

      Yes I can do another assessment in a year. Or more

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